Lately I’ve been feeling like crap.
But not just crap, like the crappiest crap ever. Crappier than any crap you’d ever find on the bottom of your fucking shoe.
The latest guy I had feelings for is having sex with some girl. I’m not sure who she is, but I have an idea. But oh god, it makes me feel sick. Because all I can think about is how she’ll be getting his touches, and how he’ll be holding her and not me, and oh god it’s horrible.
It’s just awful.